you broke me.
and i allowed you to.
and now i can't fix myself. i just can't anymore.
and i allowed you to.
and now i can't fix myself. i just can't anymore.
i guess it's pretty official that i've abandoned my blog.
so many things happened yet i've never bothered to blog about them =(
there was the 1st time i ever got drunk...
this was taken when i was still sober...
it was hell after that.
there was also the time when i cosplayed as a pirate and bunny in GACC...
got this costume back in japan!
gave it away and borrowed it back for the event haha.
bunny costume cost a bomb =.=
then there was a photoshoot session in klcc...
all, which i never had the heart to blog about.
i wonder why =/
so why am i blogging today??
because i found a new job! hurrah!
in the last post i mentioned i quit my last job lol. took a 1 month break and finally decided to venture into another field. HR repulses me at the moment.
there was 2 job offer at that time, 1 was marketing and the other 1 was to be a program coordinator for an NGO.
i chose the latter =)
so now missy is working in an NGO near where I stay. i have to work in shifts and alternate saturdays too.
fingers crossed that the job will be more challenging this time.
on a very unrelated note...i'm thinking of taking up a low cost group sport, any suggestions? =/
so many things happened yet i've never bothered to blog about them =(
there was the 1st time i ever got drunk...
this was taken when i was still sober...
it was hell after that.
there was also the time when i cosplayed as a pirate and bunny in GACC...
got this costume back in japan!
gave it away and borrowed it back for the event haha.
bunny costume cost a bomb =.=
then there was a photoshoot session in klcc...
all, which i never had the heart to blog about.
i wonder why =/
so why am i blogging today??
because i found a new job! hurrah!
in the last post i mentioned i quit my last job lol. took a 1 month break and finally decided to venture into another field. HR repulses me at the moment.
there was 2 job offer at that time, 1 was marketing and the other 1 was to be a program coordinator for an NGO.
i chose the latter =)
so now missy is working in an NGO near where I stay. i have to work in shifts and alternate saturdays too.
fingers crossed that the job will be more challenging this time.
on a very unrelated note...i'm thinking of taking up a low cost group sport, any suggestions? =/
i have a feeling...that i'm about to abandon my blog =(
inspiration and my zest for writing...where have you gone?
i need to get myself together again. sigh.
as for the latest updates, i quit my job.
yea, like two weeks ago. so now i'm back to job hunting in the mean time.
as for some interesting updates~ yesterday was just another ordinary bumming day for me...until i was invited for a free movie titled "Where Got Ghost?" directed by Jack Neo.
there was a little confusion initially so we messed up the screening time and ended up in the cinema half an hour late for the movie!
thank god foofoo saved us good seats.
my friend and i were sitted at the last row right next to the entrance. the show mainly comprised of 3 short stories and when we plopped ourselves down the 1st story was about to end in 10 minutes =.=
Fifteen minutes into the show and i was already screaming and covering my eyes! (yes i scared of ghost) i was so engrossed in the movie until it took me a while to process what my friend was telling me...
Kuma: *NUDGE*
Me: What?
Kuma: Jack Neo is here.
Me: Har?
Kuma: JACK NEO IS STANDING BESIDE US!
0_o
and true enough when i turned to my right i saw him standing there looking at the screen.
OMFG.
friend was brave enough to walk up and get his autograph for both of us! *GLEE*
he stood around for another 5 minutes and left the cinema after that.
i was just staring at him, unsure if i should stand up and shake his hands or remained glued to my sit and focus on the movie because every line is classic i tell you.
the movie is SI BEH FUNNY!
those overseas, try to get the DVD!
those who're here make sure you watch this in the cinema and laugh with the crowd lol.
we hung around outside the cinema after that and guess what?
we bumped into Jack Neo and a few other artists!
and this time i managed to take a pic with him xD
so it's back to uneventful bumming but happy days. yay.
inspiration and my zest for writing...where have you gone?
i need to get myself together again. sigh.
as for the latest updates, i quit my job.
yea, like two weeks ago. so now i'm back to job hunting in the mean time.
as for some interesting updates~ yesterday was just another ordinary bumming day for me...until i was invited for a free movie titled "Where Got Ghost?" directed by Jack Neo.
there was a little confusion initially so we messed up the screening time and ended up in the cinema half an hour late for the movie!
thank god foofoo saved us good seats.
my friend and i were sitted at the last row right next to the entrance. the show mainly comprised of 3 short stories and when we plopped ourselves down the 1st story was about to end in 10 minutes =.=
Fifteen minutes into the show and i was already screaming and covering my eyes! (yes i scared of ghost) i was so engrossed in the movie until it took me a while to process what my friend was telling me...
Kuma: *NUDGE*
Me: What?
Kuma: Jack Neo is here.
Me: Har?
Kuma: JACK NEO IS STANDING BESIDE US!
0_o
and true enough when i turned to my right i saw him standing there looking at the screen.
OMFG.
friend was brave enough to walk up and get his autograph for both of us! *GLEE*
he stood around for another 5 minutes and left the cinema after that.
i was just staring at him, unsure if i should stand up and shake his hands or remained glued to my sit and focus on the movie because every line is classic i tell you.
the movie is SI BEH FUNNY!
those overseas, try to get the DVD!
those who're here make sure you watch this in the cinema and laugh with the crowd lol.
we hung around outside the cinema after that and guess what?
we bumped into Jack Neo and a few other artists!
and this time i managed to take a pic with him xD
so it's back to uneventful bumming but happy days. yay.
FINALLY.
i still remember the devastation and frustration i felt last year...
when i was locked in NS camp during bon odori festival =.=
i vowed to go this year.
DIE DIE also must go
AND I DID!!
jeng jeng JEng JENG~!!
let me tell you, wearing a yukata is a chore =.=
IT'S NOT EASY LOORR T____T
i couldn't understand the diagram with the broken english that came with my yukata =(
thank god lily wore hers last year and figured out how to put on a yukata.
a group pic before we went into the stadium =)
luv their yukata!!
i want the pink 1~~
grabbed a fan from them. 5 minutes into the stadium and we were already sweating like mad haha.
boOyAh~!
turn the fan over and you'll see...
the schedule for the day =D
the crowd
SNOW ICE~!!
so refreshing! aaaaAAHHHHhhh~
bumped into Aziz~!
and hibiki too xD
so he took a pic of us before jetting off lol.
pic credit to hibiki =)
we named them the "reluctant" group lol.
because they were so reluctant to have their pictures taken =/
she's so adorable~!!! *KIDNAPS*
after that we got hungry again and went to que for takoyaki~
turned into a peacock while waiting @.@
long awaited takoyaki! *NGAUM*
when it neared 7, everyone started to crowd around the stage.
the people who stood around formed huge groups of circles surrounding the stage and the dance commenced!
during the dance, something annoying happened...
most of the routines only required us to step forward but there was this particular routine that needed everyone to move backwards and forward.
so everyone was dancing about as usual when suddenly we felt that the space around us was getting more crammed.
i was practically walking into gavn everytime i moved forward and stepping on lily everytime i swayed backward.
why isn't the line moving? 0_o
and then i saw a very exasperated sean and gavn.
me: what's wrong??
sean: *points at plump woman in black in front*
eh?
*looks at short woman with spikey hair and sun glasses*
i still remember the devastation and frustration i felt last year...
when i was locked in NS camp during bon odori festival =.=
i vowed to go this year.
DIE DIE also must go
AND I DID!!
jeng jeng JEng JENG~!!
let me tell you, wearing a yukata is a chore =.=
IT'S NOT EASY LOORR T____T
i couldn't understand the diagram with the broken english that came with my yukata =(
thank god lily wore hers last year and figured out how to put on a yukata.
a group pic before we went into the stadium =)
luv their yukata!!
i want the pink 1~~
grabbed a fan from them. 5 minutes into the stadium and we were already sweating like mad haha.
boOyAh~!
turn the fan over and you'll see...
the schedule for the day =D
the crowd
SNOW ICE~!!
so refreshing! aaaaAAHHHHhhh~
bumped into Aziz~!
and hibiki too xD
so he took a pic of us before jetting off lol.
pic credit to hibiki =)
we named them the "reluctant" group lol.
because they were so reluctant to have their pictures taken =/
she's so adorable~!!! *KIDNAPS*
after that we got hungry again and went to que for takoyaki~
turned into a peacock while waiting @.@
long awaited takoyaki! *NGAUM*
when it neared 7, everyone started to crowd around the stage.
the people who stood around formed huge groups of circles surrounding the stage and the dance commenced!
during the dance, something annoying happened...
most of the routines only required us to step forward but there was this particular routine that needed everyone to move backwards and forward.
so everyone was dancing about as usual when suddenly we felt that the space around us was getting more crammed.
i was practically walking into gavn everytime i moved forward and stepping on lily everytime i swayed backward.
why isn't the line moving? 0_o
and then i saw a very exasperated sean and gavn.
me: what's wrong??
sean: *points at plump woman in black in front*
eh?
*looks at short woman with spikey hair and sun glasses*
sun glasses at 8 p.m?? =.="
sean: SHE'S NOT MOVING FORWARDDD!!
and true enough, she was messing up the steps and stepping on the poor girls behind her ignoring their yelps.
si beh beh song i tell you.
she reminded me of an obese octopus.
her hands were flying everywhere and she invented her own stupid dance.
i was so pissed i wanted to whack her dead with my fan!
after a while, sean reached his boiling point and stood behind her firmly:
"MISS???
no reaction.
MADAM??!! forward! FORWARD! back BACK!
NOW FORWARD!!!"
he was practically shouting the steps into her ears!
and she ignored him. TOTALLY.
#!@(&$(#*!@&!*(&#@!(&#(!@&#(*!@&#*(!&@#!$&*^!@&*$^*!^
wtfapplepapayamangoorangetomatoe!
where got people so thick skin wan!?
in the end a group of us who beh tahan-ed her moved out a bit and formed a new line.
she can dance in her own little world for all she wants la. ppffft.
stupid fat ugly octopus.
after the dance we started doing all kinds of nonsense.
like naik miang~
we shy shy
minna-san pozu~!
by the end of the day, most of us were covered with sand/dust. i swear my face turned black from all the dirt =.="
despite all the heat and dust (minus fat octopus too...) missy here still had alot of fun ;)
pic credit to hibiki =)
minna-san~ next year bon odori together again? xD
Daicon 2009 Day 2
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i'm being burried underneathe the stress of so many long over-dued post!!
i hate work :'(
imm wants to go back to study life...sobs.
anyways for day 2 we had tine tine join us too!
tine tine cosplaying as her sweet self hehe.
don't ask me what character i'm cosplaying cause it's a non-existant character haha.
i just dugged out my hidden lolita clothes i bought from jap, draped them on, grabbed kiki and TAADDAAA~!
cat woman lolita version haha.
coincidentally lily wore her neko mimi (cat ears) she got from disneyland and she was wearing black~!
so we became the cat and her master LOL!
i kept telling people lily's the human version of kiki xD
we didn't bother to reach early on day two since we had already visited most of the booths on day 1.
First Catch!
KUROSHITSUJI!!
BEST DRESS EVER!!
look at all those frills and details! it's exactly the same as the comic!
the undertaker even has the same long scary nails and scar over his face @.@
maylene, eli and lady red are just so beautiful =)
ciel and sebas are awesome of course haha.
cheezu~!
i heart ciel xD
I WANT THIS BUTLER!!!
GIVE ME MY HANDSOME DEMON BUTLER DAMNN ITTT.
*EMO*
and we bumped into hibiki again~! thank god this time the sword not so heavy lol!
i'm a killer cat~ *NYYAA*
akatsuki @.@
kawaaii~ but forgot which anime heheh.
DVD attack!
very sexy character! anyone can tell me which anime is she from?? =/
cutest cosplayer! xD clueless about which anime too =(
scary deadpool was walking around looking very pissed @.@
obi-chan wan kenobi!
my friend was telling me he appeared in some cinema ad too with the same costume 0_o
dragonball!!
haha omg pinky in the middle is so funnY!
and we ran into tine tine's colleague who was handling the katun booth =)
day 2 ended early because we didn't get tix for the concert and there was not much point staying on after that since most of the crowd was in the hall enjoying the concert =/
sayang kiki after one whole day *muaxies*
turned around and saw...
...scary random hooded figures *eEks*
i'm itching to cosplay for REAL this time in the upcoming cf!
any suggestions who or what to cosplay? =(
INPUT INPUT~!!
thiking of group cosplay too...if enough dedicated members mwahehe.
see you at cf this year end! =D
i hate work :'(
imm wants to go back to study life...sobs.
anyways for day 2 we had tine tine join us too!
tine tine cosplaying as her sweet self hehe.
don't ask me what character i'm cosplaying cause it's a non-existant character haha.
i just dugged out my hidden lolita clothes i bought from jap, draped them on, grabbed kiki and TAADDAAA~!
cat woman lolita version haha.
coincidentally lily wore her neko mimi (cat ears) she got from disneyland and she was wearing black~!
so we became the cat and her master LOL!
i kept telling people lily's the human version of kiki xD
we didn't bother to reach early on day two since we had already visited most of the booths on day 1.
First Catch!
KUROSHITSUJI!!
BEST DRESS EVER!!
look at all those frills and details! it's exactly the same as the comic!
the undertaker even has the same long scary nails and scar over his face @.@
maylene, eli and lady red are just so beautiful =)
ciel and sebas are awesome of course haha.
cheezu~!
i heart ciel xD
I WANT THIS BUTLER!!!
GIVE ME MY HANDSOME DEMON BUTLER DAMNN ITTT.
*EMO*
and we bumped into hibiki again~! thank god this time the sword not so heavy lol!
i'm a killer cat~ *NYYAA*
akatsuki @.@
kawaaii~ but forgot which anime heheh.
DVD attack!
very sexy character! anyone can tell me which anime is she from?? =/
cutest cosplayer! xD clueless about which anime too =(
scary deadpool was walking around looking very pissed @.@
obi-
my friend was telling me he appeared in some cinema ad too with the same costume 0_o
dragonball!!
haha omg pinky in the middle is so funnY!
and we ran into tine tine's colleague who was handling the katun booth =)
day 2 ended early because we didn't get tix for the concert and there was not much point staying on after that since most of the crowd was in the hall enjoying the concert =/
sayang kiki after one whole day *muaxies*
turned around and saw...
...scary random hooded figures *eEks*
i'm itching to cosplay for REAL this time in the upcoming cf!
any suggestions who or what to cosplay? =(
INPUT INPUT~!!
thiking of group cosplay too...if enough dedicated members mwahehe.
see you at cf this year end! =D
let me remind you...cosplaying is ADDICTIVE.
MWAHAHA.
i remember i said that in my cf post previously xD
actually i wasn't really sure if i wanted to go to DAICON because it was so last minute! the person who suggested for us to go together didn't come in the end... and i had no costume prepared so you will see that i'm going as a maid again heh.
WARNING: PICTURE POST AHEAD!
i wanted to change my accesorries for my maid costume this year so i bought this chhhooo kawaii ichigo ring~!
didn't get to do my nails like last year too =(
kor kor a.k.a paliahan was driver cum guardian for the day :D
similar to what we started with last year, we beelined to where the figurines were displayed in the hall!
i can see you guys drooling =.="
so pwetty~!
one of my fav!
she reminds me of a model on FHM magazine who also posed with a hoop 0_o
she's in PURPLLEEEE~!!
hawt.
like oh-so-hawt.
cutesy nenderoids!
there are more pics of figurines in the internet and my fb if you wanna see more =)
after that we started walking around to visit the booths when we walked into...
hibiki with his super huge and heavy sword @.@
if you're wondering, he's actually a self-created character!
and i dropped his sword the first time i tried to hold it sobs.
me: can i hold your sword??
hibiki: sure...but it's heavy!
me: okkaay!
*holds sword"
*hibiki lets go*
*PLONNK*
oh... paiseh @.@"
ze bloody figure...also a self-created character 0_o
interviewed by astro reporter LOL.
reporter: why you like to cosplay ah??
me: er...
lily: *silence*
FAIL.
sigh.
the super crowded booth that you need to que for ages to get in!
bumped into the blog author of rnh~
saw a very gay sasuke @.@
who later on turned violent *swt*
a walking gundam! lol~
seanz and i super intrigued by the poster xD
it'd be nice if it was made into an anime =/
pic credit to Bryan =)
pic credit to EuHua =)
surprisingly daicon was at a smaller scale compared to CF =/
there weren't many cosplayers on day 1 and the MC...haih.
i'll be posting day 2 soon so i can write a post on bon odori too!
see ya! ;)
pic credit to www.hxyume.com =)
MWAHAHA.
i remember i said that in my cf post previously xD
actually i wasn't really sure if i wanted to go to DAICON because it was so last minute! the person who suggested for us to go together didn't come in the end... and i had no costume prepared so you will see that i'm going as a maid again heh.
WARNING: PICTURE POST AHEAD!
i wanted to change my accesorries for my maid costume this year so i bought this chhhooo kawaii ichigo ring~!
didn't get to do my nails like last year too =(
kor kor a.k.a paliahan was driver cum guardian for the day :D
similar to what we started with last year, we beelined to where the figurines were displayed in the hall!
i can see you guys drooling =.="
so pwetty~!
one of my fav!
she reminds me of a model on FHM magazine who also posed with a hoop 0_o
she's in PURPLLEEEE~!!
hawt.
like oh-so-hawt.
cutesy nenderoids!
there are more pics of figurines in the internet and my fb if you wanna see more =)
after that we started walking around to visit the booths when we walked into...
hibiki with his super huge and heavy sword @.@
if you're wondering, he's actually a self-created character!
and i dropped his sword the first time i tried to hold it sobs.
me: can i hold your sword??
hibiki: sure...but it's heavy!
me: okkaay!
*holds sword"
*hibiki lets go*
*PLONNK*
oh... paiseh @.@"
ze bloody figure...also a self-created character 0_o
interviewed by astro reporter LOL.
reporter: why you like to cosplay ah??
me: er...
lily: *silence*
FAIL.
sigh.
the super crowded booth that you need to que for ages to get in!
bumped into the blog author of rnh~
saw a very gay sasuke @.@
who later on turned violent *swt*
a walking gundam! lol~
seanz and i super intrigued by the poster xD
it'd be nice if it was made into an anime =/
pic credit to Bryan =)
pic credit to EuHua =)
surprisingly daicon was at a smaller scale compared to CF =/
there weren't many cosplayers on day 1 and the MC...haih.
i'll be posting day 2 soon so i can write a post on bon odori too!
see ya! ;)
pic credit to www.hxyume.com =)
heart,
I know i've been hard on you
I'm sorry for the things I've put you through
i need to learn how to be alone for now.
my heart needs to heal.
I know i've been hard on you
I'm sorry for the things I've put you through
i need to learn how to be alone for now.
my heart needs to heal.
i didn't pay much attention to him as i was getting into the cab.
crisp black shirt. malay. that's all that registered.
as the taxi started moving, i passed him my ticket and mumbled "PJ" as i continued to talk into my phone.
10 minutes later, i hung up and looked to the front.
130 km/ph 0_o
then he turned around and asked me in PERFECT CHINESE:
"ni zhu na li?" (where do you stay?)
me: "YOU SPEAK CHINESE??"
him: "wo hui jiang hua yu" (i can speak chinese)
me: *obviously embarassed* "erm...ss2"
him: "kao jin taman bahagia lrt ma?" (is it near tmn bahagia's lrt station?)
me: "fu jin. wo direct ni" (it's near. i'll direct you)
and then both of us fell into silence again.
he looked young, now that i observed closely. can't be past 26.
the taxi looked like it was modified. the meter board was different from a normal waja's and there was a long metal chain hanging on his rearview mirror.
hooked on the chain was a very stylo-mylo white-rimmed sunnies.
at that point we reached the toll. i plucked up my courage and asked him the stupidest question:
"are you chinese?"
again, he replied me in perfect chinese:
"wo shi ma lai zai" (i am a malay boy)
i laughed.
because it sounded so funny!
and then he started laughing too and explained to me that he studied chinese when he was in primary.
me: *SUPER IMPRESSED* "your chinese is good!"
him: "i practice whenever i can with my chinese customers."
and we started chatting, all the way with his simple, yet perfect chinese.
me: "you look young, how old are you?"
him: "i'm 23"
WTH? he's the same age as me!?
him: "born in the year of 86 la"
me: "you're the same age as me!!"
him "oh you can be my girlfriend!"
....
him: "ok, just kidding"
LOL.
and then we started talking about his life as a taxi driver.
me: *points at meter*
"that's fast you know."
him: "normal speed la. everyone who drives an airport limo has gotten into an accident before!"
SWT.
crisp black shirt. malay. that's all that registered.
as the taxi started moving, i passed him my ticket and mumbled "PJ" as i continued to talk into my phone.
10 minutes later, i hung up and looked to the front.
130 km/ph 0_o
then he turned around and asked me in PERFECT CHINESE:
"ni zhu na li?" (where do you stay?)
me: "YOU SPEAK CHINESE??"
him: "wo hui jiang hua yu" (i can speak chinese)
me: *obviously embarassed* "erm...ss2"
him: "kao jin taman bahagia lrt ma?" (is it near tmn bahagia's lrt station?)
me: "fu jin. wo direct ni" (it's near. i'll direct you)
and then both of us fell into silence again.
he looked young, now that i observed closely. can't be past 26.
the taxi looked like it was modified. the meter board was different from a normal waja's and there was a long metal chain hanging on his rearview mirror.
hooked on the chain was a very stylo-mylo white-rimmed sunnies.
at that point we reached the toll. i plucked up my courage and asked him the stupidest question:
"are you chinese?"
again, he replied me in perfect chinese:
"wo shi ma lai zai" (i am a malay boy)
i laughed.
because it sounded so funny!
and then he started laughing too and explained to me that he studied chinese when he was in primary.
me: *SUPER IMPRESSED* "your chinese is good!"
him: "i practice whenever i can with my chinese customers."
and we started chatting, all the way with his simple, yet perfect chinese.
me: "you look young, how old are you?"
him: "i'm 23"
WTH? he's the same age as me!?
him: "born in the year of 86 la"
me: "you're the same age as me!!"
him "oh you can be my girlfriend!"
....
him: "ok, just kidding"
LOL.
and then we started talking about his life as a taxi driver.
me: *points at meter*
"that's fast you know."
him: "normal speed la. everyone who drives an airport limo has gotten into an accident before!"
SWT.
me: "are you serious?"
him: "i just had 2 accidents today!"
OMG.
me: "WHERE?"
him: "one on the highway and one in PD. the motorcyclist in PD flew from his bike LOL!"
me: "aren't you suppose to be scared?" =.="
him:" scared la. send him go hospital, didn't die."
me: "Oh."
and then he told me that he jinxed his meter so that it's 20 km/ph slower than the actual speed.
THAT MEANS HE WAS GOING FREAKING 150 KM/PH NOW!!
and. he's. YAWNING.
wtf wtf wtf.
me: "are you sleepy?"
him: "haven't slept in 24 hours."
ZOMG.
me: "WHY DON'T YOU SLEEP!?"
him: "no time la. need to get customers."
i prayed so hard that he won't nod off T____T
me: "you're so young, why are you a taxi driver?"
him: "i've tried everything la, didn't like it."
me: "what did you study in college?"
him:"diploma in business admin"
me: "you have a diploma and you're a taxi driver?"
him: "i CAN'T STAND office work! and i did sales too, didn't work"
me: "so what you planning to do once you earn enough here?"
him: "open my own travel agency ahaha"
that's when i felt so much respect for him.
here's a guy from a small town with a diploma trying his best to live his dreams in a big city by working his ass off day and night without even once giving up or going astray like all those mat rempits.
and here we have degree holders too pampered to work and leeching off their parents, poor people who blame the rich and rob them, college/university graduates who are too proud to take on jobs they deem low and insignificant.
he reminded me of what's it like to chase after your dreams.
me: "eh, you want branded coffee?"
him: "WHAT?"
me: "STARBUCKS COFFEE. FOR FREE."
him: *eyes widened* "want want want"
i rummaged through my bag and opened my notebook.
there was a starbucks voucher slipped inside on the first page, i took it out and waved it at him.
me: "GO DRINK YOUR COFFEE. don't bang anyone already okay?"
him: "haha okay."
and with that i hopped off and strolled back into the arms of my welcoming house.
i think i learn more from talking to random strangers than from work...no?
i'm starting to miss my blackberry days... when every customer came in with a different story.
i am so not cut out for office work :(
sigh.
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